Anonymous asked: how are you losing weight, like not eating, if u do eat anything like what is it. i wana lose weight and i cant. please help me ik ur not "healthy" and neither am i, i hate my body so much i just need to lose the fat.
i attempt to keep my caloric intake below 500 calories a day. even when i fail at doing that, i work out to the point where my total net calories is at or below 500. believe me when i tell you that medically speaking this is starvation. please, there are so many other ways that you could lose weight healthily. i am not an example of healthy weight loss.
9:49 pm • 30 May 2012 • 1 note
i need to address something real quick.
i got a message a few days ago from someone saying they found my blog under the “health and nutrition” tag. i want to make something very clear. THIS IS IN NO WAY A HEALTH AND NUTRITION BLOG. this is a blog created purely to track my personal weight loss and offer support to other people who are struggling with an eating disorder. please, don’t ever get that mixed up with me trying to tell people how to get healthy or lose weight because what i do is not healthy nor is it something i would want other people to suffer through.
okay, i’m done now. sorry about that.
2:54 pm • 30 May 2012 • 1 note
Anonymous asked: I'm 5'3 and wiegh 105, Is that a healthy wieght?
keep in mind that i am in no way medically certified, but based on your bmi, yes. at 18.6 you’re actually .1 point away from being considered underweight.
2:23 pm • 30 May 2012 • 1 note
Anonymous asked: You are gaining weight because you are not eating enough. It bloats your body and it makes you hang on to fat.
not true. i eat more than enough, which is exactly why i’m gaining weight. if you checked my food diary you’d see that.
that came out really bitchy, i’m sorry. i always get like this in the days leading up to my birth control induced period.
12:51 pm • 30 May 2012
summer = king sooper’s doughnuts and i hate it. why not just shove lard down my throat?
12:04 pm • 30 May 2012
my bestie and two of my other guy friends came over a few hours ago and i remembered why i loved hanging out with them so much and i felt so happy but then jon started poking my legs and all of my fat was just jiggling away right in front of them because i didn’t have time to change into sweats before they showed up and i felt so disgusted and ashamed.
they’re friends with all of these other absolutely gorgeous, skinny girls and then there’s me who is nothing but a blob of fat. honestly, i think the only reason they put up with me is because we’ve know each other since day one of high school and they feel obligated to pretend that they still like me.
but they’re all going on a month long road trip on thursday and according to myfitnesspal if I stick to 500 calories or less a day i’ll be 104 pounds in 5 weeks. when they come home i will be just as pretty as all of their other friends and actually worth hanging out with.
5 weeks. i got this shit.
11:58 am • 30 May 2012 • 2 notes
